Friday, May 30, 2008 true love is never really true. :

"I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday. I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian. I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman. I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights. We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time. I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room. I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me. I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear. We are the couple who had the Realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men. I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me. I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male. I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men. I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that. I am the woman who died when the EMT s stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual. I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn't have to always deal with society hating me. I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind. I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love. I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends I'm a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them. I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to "teach me a lesson" "

someone emailed it to me. i know that it is a chain letter. but thats besides the point. it somehow really stand out to me... and well.. its sad really. the society really needs to open up and accept everyone. the society always close their doors on people like them... really. it always gets me angry. seriously, i mean, whats wrong with transsexuals and homosexual people? i dont see that there's any difference. they are still people. the society shouldn't treat them this way. seriously. i don't pity the victims, i pity the people who shut them down. i dont get it. why cant the society just be more accepting and understanding? i mean, is loving someone so wrong? is changing your sexuality wrong? different people have different prefences, but you cant just stick to yours and not accept others.

take this line for example "I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian." i dont see why there is a need to kick your child out of the house just because of some sexual prefences. whats wrong with being les? why cant you people just accept it? i mean, you give birth to your child and bring her up, but then just because of things like this you kick her out? why cant you just learn to accept her? ....

jeez... i really dont get the society these days.

oh well, enough of that.

hhmss,, today was boring - as usual - ..... etto... go http://www.youtube.com/user/TeamDattebayo and watch their death note abridged series. its seriously funny! expecially the christmas special. most of the abridged series on youtube are CRAP. but this is funny~ along with Naruto Abridged done by Vegeta and Masako~~ the rest, sorry to say, are crap. xD sue me now~


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