Wednesday, July 30, 2008
fuck age restrictions
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Fuck age restrictions, fuck them all. Y'know what? Actually, don't bother. Seesh, I hate age restrictions. Went out with my friends today and we were all in the mood for beer. Sadly, the oldest in the group was only 16. But we tried, and miserably failed. So, damn it.. Age restrictions suck. I don't even know WHY they have to fucking put age restictions... What's wrong with beer? Why can't children drink it? Fuck it. Singapore sucks in many ways. I mean, you could always bribe people in other countries to let you buy beer. But, NO... not in Singapore. Fuck it.
Seriously, I hate Singapore. But wait, when did I ever LIKE anything to begin with? Tch, go figure. The world sucks, my life sucks, every fucking thing sucks. Meh.
Oh, and for the record, I'm NOT EMO. Geez, what's your fucking problem? I mean I... ARGH. Whatever. Call me emo, I don't fucking care anymore.
Man, I just need someone to talk to... So... Lonely... -sniff- Y'know, I'm just a mortal. A fucking idiotic god-forsaken mortal but a mortal nonetheless. I have feelings too y'know? And you just fucking DUMP me in this damned place... BACK TO SQUARE ONE. What have I EVER done to you, huh? NOTHING. Why oh why does the world hate me so?
I'M FUCKING LONELY.
No ones there when I need 'em. No one EVER FUCKING CARES FOR ME.
It's not
you that I need... ITS... SOMEONE ELSE. I don't know. I just... can't
feel when I'm with you. To me, you're just a motherly figure -like how you should be- not... someone I can be with
forever. I just need someone... anyone... who could understand me y'know? Know how I feel, make me smile... But this fucking world just HATES ME TO THE CORE, DON'T YA? YA FUCKIN' HATE ME DON'T YA? I KNOW YOU DO! ... I just... never get what I want. It's a fucking simple request y'know? ... I work so hard, study and learn... go to school all fucking day, WHY THE FUCK CAN'T I GET WHAT I WANT? I'm just like anyone else, no? Ain't I just like any normal mortal? ... Why treat me differently? ... Why can't I just... be truly happy for once?
- regie satans! ave satans! hail satan! - 9:24 PM
