Friday, March 06, 2009 different :

its different. something aint right. i dont know. i dont understand. i want to know. but i dont. it fustrates me. something is different from before. something is happening. something is wrong. what is it? what... ? whats missing? or whats more? whats different from it was before? i want to know i want to know but do i need to? wanting and needing is different. so is it a want or a need? i dont know. i dont fuckin know.

something aint right.

most fuckers cant understand. but some do. and i want to befriend those that do. cause when they understand me, they can help me understand myself. then i can understand them too. it a cycle. everything is.

is it true? or is it false? what deems it to be right or wrong? nothing. nothing is everything. and everything is nothing.

complexity and simplicity. its the same. its all the same. as simple as it is, its complex in another way. and as complex as it is, its simple in another way. you just need to understand. when you understand, everything just reveals itself.

ever changing, no one second is the same as another. different. everything changes. its just how fast or slow it does.

nothing is right. and nothing is wrong. its a simple misconception that a divine higher spiritual being is controling everything and that its the being that seperates the right from wrong. no. no... its just a form of belief. everything is about beliefs. someone tells you something you dont believe, then its not true for you. but if you believe it, then it becomes true.

deep ?

it aint .

as i said, you just need to understand.

when you do,

the universe will reveal itself.

and when it does,

whether you believe it or not,

also only depends on you.

only you can create your own believe.

only you can create your own wants and needs.

no single person is the same.

everything is different.

as i stated before, everything is about believing or not believing. i do not speak the truth, and yet, i do not lie. everything that i state in this blog post is in my opinion and no one can change it. believing what i type here or not is all up to you.

i rest my case.
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