Thursday, May 14, 2009 friends..? life..? :

friends are no more than people who you spend the enjoyable, yet meaningless time with. friends are just there for you, yet they arent really there for you. friends are always there to share happy memories, but they aren't there when you really need help the most.

you cant help me... can you?

help me...

save me...

by killing me...

you cant. you wouldnt. liar. liar. its all just a lie. just an illusion.

forever friends? theres no such thing. stop lying. start seeing, start believing in things you never thought possible. only then, will you see the real truth. the world is rotting. itd once again come to an end, and start a new beginning.

lies.

deciet.

illusions.

why did i see past them all? why wasnt i oblivious to the truth? if i was, wouldnt life be happier? much more happier... but meaningless. but isnt life just to be happy? be happy for that one moment in time... and let it all disappear after you die. isnt that what life is about? happiness. no? no? .... than what is it? experience life... how do you do it? by being happy.. isnt that right? whats the use of finding out the truth and ending up hurting yourself even more?

you cant help me.

dont act like you can.

dont act like you know me.

you dont.

you fuckin dont.

........................

messed up.

this mixed up time...

someone help me...

help me...

rescue me...

rette mich...
- regie satans! ave satans! hail satan! - 3:29 PM

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